I don’t say much on my blog, but seriously.. I need to vent somewhere. I don’t know if this happens to everyone or a few people or if it’s just me. A couple months ago, I was like “Aw yeah, I know exactly who I am, life’s great except for the fact that I’m forever alone, but I don’t care.” and now.. I have no idea who I am. It’s almost as though I wrote myself down on a piece of paper and lit it on fire.. Like I’m a blank slate, but it doesn’t feel fresh, or new. Just confusing. Maybe it’s just a part of growing up. I’ve felt this way a lot when I was about eleven or twelve and then it was just off and on until now. A few months ago, I thought it was because of my sexuality and whatnot. Maybe it is. Because right now, I have no idea who I am and I have no idea what team I’m on. What if this is an equivalent to real life and I’m just going to be one of the last ones picked? I know I’m over thinking this, but it’s been bugging me a lot lately. Well, I guess I’m done. I should get some sleep. If you’ve read all of this, thanks for hearing (or reading?) me out. I hope your life is a lot less confusing than mine, at the moment. Goodnight.
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